Poem #7-2012 The Lowry Day

Mother always called

a day like this

a “lowry” day

the sun hidden

only a threat of rain

not cold – chilly

she said it’s what

Dad called days like this

(something about his Irish heritage)

something else, though –

beneath the weather –

makes it lowry

an attitude, a state of things in general

an unnameable sadness for what could be

a miasma

a desire to wrap oneself in

a cozy blanket and

sit fireside 

pondering not much of anything

feeling…

               ...lowry

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Poem #6-2012 Writing the Sky

I want to tell you about the sky

About what it does to me

Especially when it’s clear

like today

I want to tell you about the sky

About what it does to me

Because I wonder

Does it affect you this way, too?

Does it strip out your guts

and stomp them into ragged puddles

of submission?

Does it reflect your crazed soul

back at you and leave

your skin night sweaty and electric tingling?

Does it tell you things no one knows,

things that would scare a dead man into

singing a dirge for Satan?

Does it color your perception about

everything

and sweep your gloom off its feet?

Does it promise you endless love yet never delivers—

like a jilting lover?

Does it empty your silver-lined pockets

with greedy bone-licking fingers dressed in

full wedding pomp? 

I wanted to tell you about the sky

because that’s what it does to me

but it only does what I let it

It only does me for me

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Poem #5-2012 Immortality

Immortality*


I want to care - I want people to think

I do - I really give a shit

or maybe I think I’m  supposed to care - It’s only a phantom

all that guilt-driven shame - the constant harping

heaped on me - dosed in good measure

by a well-meaning but fascist parent - applied with “love”

comes to fruition - leaving welts

late in life - on tender skin

Too late? - “Not enough,” I scream

The “what is” and the “what should be” - unnecessarily

wage war in my crimson thoughts - But they do make it seem like

I really really don’t give a good goddamn - at times

about much of anything others think of me - yes, not even you

yet I still act like I do - understand completely

Am I in control? -  A lack of empathy

Or is it she—still? - Shrew-bitch!

And the gray elephantine weight of it all - Bearing down unmercifully

colors and smothers my every labor - crushing any effort

to write, speak, move, feel - to love!

If I could drive a stake - with abandon

through the heart of darkness - to the hilt

I would—ending it - forever

But there is immortality - with her blessings

and her name is “mother” – Amen

*This is a “cleave poem.” It can be read three different ways: left-to-right in its entirety, just the left side (in bold), or just the right side (in italics).

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Poem #4-2012 Dragon's Breath

She said, awkwardly,
"Thanks for the compliment"
Her tone almost a question
I said something even more ridiculous
She walked away
I sat in silent disgrace

That is how it's always been:
I am no good on my feet

And although I have charmed the monster
a time or two
Exactly "how" escapes me
No learning takes place

Now I'm in a place
where I don't want to,
don't need to,
and wouldn't act on it anyway

But it's fun to see if tempting
the dragon's fire (without getting burned) is still . . .
possible

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Poem #3-2012 One of the Secrets

I will tell you
one
of the secrets.

It is to stand
silently and gaze
at a full moon
on a clear night
until the word
"AWESOME"
arises spontaneously
in your soul
and then - suddenly -
the world will make sense.

But only for a moment.

And that is just one
of the secrets -
finding one will reveal
the others.

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Poem #2-2012 Parts

In suffering silence

wounded warriors

exist without:

arms

legs

hands

feet

But whither the

less obvious parts?

innocence

compassion

trust

hope

Missing limbs

are still felt

(they say)

But when innocence

and the like are lopped away –

Is there a residue?

Psychic scars must surely

outlive the corporeal

Ask a ghost

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Poem #1-2012 You Are Not Your Body

Unless you are some

Hollywood aberration

you did not make your nose

you didn’t have anything to do

with your hair’s perfection

or

the shape of your ass

or

the size or your tits

(or the size of your cock, for that matter)

and unless you’re some mad scientist,

you didn’t instruct your genes

toward society’s ideal

So why do you feel so

RESPONSIBLE for it all?

As if all of that is you?

I’d rather know if you’d

take in a stray kitten

or tell a cashier they undercharged you

or put a quarter in a stranger’s expired parking meter

or leave a waitperson a big tip “just because”

or cry at sad movies

or remember your first kiss

or if you have a quirky habit only you know about

or got the point of this poem . . .

Yair!

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